Post by remmy on Aug 23, 2009 16:06:01 GMT -5
age and birthday ,[/color] 19, November 16th
height ,[/color] 5'4
body type ,[/color] Thin, slightly muscular from years of dancing.
sexuality ,[/color] Heterosexual
relationship status ,[/color] single
play - by ,[/color] hanna beth
group ,[/color] university student [/ul]
• summer showers
• boys
• small animals
• big dogs
• wind
• drinking
• being the life of the party
dislikes ,[/color]
• chihuahaus
• boring weather
• prudes
• condoms
• neon lights
fears ,[/color]
Swimming, becoming paralyzed
habits ,[/color] twirls her hair, tends to move when she's not supposed to
flaws ,[/color] she's very slutty, to use the most blunt of words. She also has a knack for running when things get rough.
personality ,[/color]Remmy is completely and utterly confusing. She has so many sides to her many people begin to get fed up with her entire personality. Not many people actually know who the real Remmy is, and only see the cheap illusion Remmy created. Underneath the exterior Remmy is that fun girl who is always in the center of a group, and she is very popular in her day to day activities. Unfortunately, if you aren't with Remmy you are against her.
She's willing to do anything to get what she wants, even if it means hurting someone in the process. Honestly, she loves stealing other girls's men, it brings her joy to seduce a guy. But then she swaps it and helps them get back together, she's always felt that a good healthy break up helps a relationship. She's created a great many enemies by this idea of how the world works.
She's one of the most sarcastic people you will ever meet, ending almost every sentence with an innuendo comment. Along with this, Remmy likes to play games. In her world life is just one big game designed for her. She likes to toy with peoples emotions, finding it uncannily easy due to her knack for reading people. Once again, you can love her or you can hate her.
Now that you've gotten threough all the bad, I guess we should highight on the good. Remmy is one of the most caring people you will meet, as long as she loves you she'll do anything for you. And if she doesn't succeed, she'll beat herself up about it for days, blaming everything on herself. She'll think she's unworthy of the simplest of things, like eating for instance. She'll take away everything from herself if it'll help the people she loves.
Although she doesn't show it, Remmy is actually pretty intelligent. But she hates it when people expect too much of her, so she doesn't show her full potention, almost like dumbing herself down. So she scrapes by on purpose, not even answering the simplest of questions, but letting guys touch her during class. That's another part of Remmy, she sleeps around alot. It's how she escapes, and she doesn't even notice what it does to herself. [/ul]
siblings ,[/color] Pandora Shaye
Flint Shaye
River Shaye
other family ,[/color] n/a
history ,[/color] Remmy's story began before she was even thought of, her very existence would never have been wanted under normal circumstances. Her story began with her parents. Her father was a teacher, an attractive teacher to be precise. Well, he taught English at a highschool in New York. His life was flawless, a wealthy family, a nice job, and even more so a nice girlfriend. His girlfriends name was Melanie, and she was gorgeous, stunning even, a well fit match for the young teacher.
After the summer ended and the students came back to school, so did Peter, eager to begin the school year. Well, along with the old students came the new, particularly a young sixteen year old girl. Her name was Lily Maige, she was a quiet girl, which was understandable since she was in a new environment, but because she woudln't talk she didn't ask questions, and began to fail. It was convenient that Peter had so much time on his hands to tutor thre pretty girl. Peter took on the task of tutoring the girl, and she slowly began to open up. When Peter finally thought he was making a break through with her, he realized something, he wanted her very badly. And so he took her virginithy away and crushing any hope of her every having a normal life.
For once, the girl wasn't quiet. She told her mother who told the police. Within days, Peter's liscense had been restricted, his girlfriend ended the relationship, and his parents weren't speaking to him. He was charged with rape, as well as abuse of power. But even with all this solved, the problem didn't go away. Lily found out she was pregnant, and Peter found out through his bars.
Lily had her babies without the father by her side, yes babies, Remmy had a twin. Pandora. Unfortunately, Lily died the day she gave birth, her body having been to weak for labor. This was Peter's second kid, Remmy's older brother being his first. All the Shaye kids were sent to live with their grandmother, on Remmy's father's side.
A few years later Remmy's father was released from prison and went to be with his children. It started out like a fairytale, he was the perfect father. He tucked them into bed everynight, made them dinner, everything a father should be. But something changed in his entire being when he saw his ex girlfriend with another man. He joined a gang, primarily for drugs. Remmy was about twelve when her father turned violent, beating her and her siblings regularly. But that wasn't the worst part. When Peter's gang saw that he wasn't contributing his share, i.e drugs, prostitutes. They threatened to kick him out if he didn't give them something. Peter turned to the one thing he had his daughters, and traded sex with them for drugs.
Finally, though it wasn;t until she was fifteen, did Remmy have the courage to runaway. She took off with much of her fathers money and soon found herself in Hawaii, ready to start her new life. [/ul]
age ,[/color] Fourteen, nearly fifteen. (I'm very sensitive about my age xD)
years of experience ,[/color] Five
gender ,[/color] female
anything else ,[/color] nopers
role playing sample ,[/color]It took Remmy quite a while to realize he was staring because at the same time she had realized something about what she was saying. Her entire life she had dealt in secrets and lies, never once letting on a fact about her past. Why would she keep it such a secret? Pity, it was one of the worst feelings for her. Remmy didn't want to be the type of person who wsa pitied by those around her. The main reason why was she didn't want to be reminded of her life everytime she looked at a person. She wanted that part of her life to be completely gone and hopefully, never known by someone in her new life. But here she was, subtley letting on hints to James about her life. She wasn't being fully honest, ofcourse, she even wondered if that was even possible anymore after lying for so long. But, Remmy had done something she hadn't done in a long time and that was talk about her sisters. That was only the first revelation. The second one was that she wasn't feeling that hitch in her throat when she thought about them. The guilt that usually washed over her like a ton of bricks didn't come as she sat there talking to James, actually talking to him. Maybe he could be the one she's perfectly honest with and if not, well then she didn't know, but she definitely didn't want this feeling to leave her.
Remmy, who had been staring at the water, finally looked up and noticed he was staring at her. She didn't mind, ofcourse, but she was shocked when she felt her cheeks warm up slightly. Remmy didn't even remember the last time she'd blushed and felt so flattered. She was one of the more confident people in the world and her ego wasn't deflated with the compliments she'd gotten, but she'd never felt so happy about it then when she saw he was looking at her. She was wishing she could have telepathy at the moment as well, wondering what he was thinking. Did he like what he saw? Then- a question she feared more then wondered was, did he see through her? Could he tell she was keeping her life a secret from everyone? She knew that if anyone could see that, it would be him. Part of her also wondered if he thought she was beautiful or if he'd be the type of guy that would simply say she was sexy or hot. To her, there was big difference in those words. Being called beautiful meant they were actually liking her company and weren't just looking for cheap sex. Honestly, she'd had enough of the men who were the second option. Remmy blinked when he tilted his face away, noticing a small blush on his cheeks. She smiled softly, looking away from him to for a moment and looking to the water.
His voice broke through her trance as she gazed at his reflection in the water. It seemed that she couldn't take her eyes off him for a second, atleast not happily do it. He was so handsome, but in the classical type of way. You never really saw guys with that kind of attractiveness anymore. The most captivating of his features were his eyes to Remmy. They seemed to just go through her, straight to her heart which had started beating a little faster when he had spoken. Finally, his reflection just wasn't enough and she looked up at him to see that he was looking at her again to. She gazed over at him wondering what it was that made her want to reach out and just feel his skin. She even sat on her hands to keep from doing so. She remembered his comment and smiled, "Yeah, were definitely an unconventional family," She said, not really believing that was a good a thing. When he spoke of his family as boring and mundane, her smile faltered for a second. Remmy would give anything for that kind of family. The kind that had no secrets and whose parents were strict, but loving. She wanted that, even now when she was an adult. Fighting to keep herself from saying he should feel lucky she simply stated, "Sometimes boring families can be the best, but I doubt anywhere you came from could be remotely boring." She flashed him a smile, running her hand through her hair. Remmy throught about his last comment for a moment. She too had been the odd one out. She had left, left her sister's there too if it wasn't bad enough. "Oh, but being the odd one is much more fun, isn't it?" She said, forcing a laugh on her tongue and smiling. Even when she didn't have to be, she was a liar.
Remmy had always had a big imagination for the world around her, preferring to live in a fairy tale then in the messed up world that she was in. She smiled when he continued on with her story, glad he hadn't found her wierd for saying what she had. When he spoke, she could just see it so clearly in her head. James as a king just seemed right to Remmy, something that should be. She liked his answer, he was very humble. "Exactly, otherwise the world around us would crumble if someone else took the crown, but no pressure," She ended with a grin. Remmy took in his question for a moment, thinking about her answer before she spoke it. "I see myself as the daughter of a king of another country, though he seems more like a tyrant then a king. He wants the crown of your country too, wishing to create a more powerful empire. Well, I know that it's wrong because he's just down right evil and I come to tell you, even though it's betraying my kingdom and my father, because I know that it's worth it," She said with a nod, smiling sheepishly. She had rambled a bit, but it was the honest answer that she saw herself as in their fairy tale. "Sorry, that was a little ramblish, my bad." Remmy stated, blushing faintly.
She smiled when he said he couldn't be a poet and shook her head, "But you are, even without trying. Poetry isn't about rhyming, it's about saying what you feel and doing it in the way you think, exactly like how you talk, She said with a smile. She was so jealous that he could talk so beautifully and make it seem so effortless. She wished she had that kind of ability. Her face seemed to instantly brighten when the topic turned to dance. Dance had always been her passion, as well as the only thing she was good at, besides sassy back talk. "Exactly! No one's ever gotten that before, atleast they haven't talked to me about it. You just see every emotion when someone is moving and it's breathtaking when you use those emotions to create something... beautiful," She said blushing scarlet. She could talk about dance for days, maybe weeks. It was practically her entire life. She smiled when he said he'd like to see her dance, and she knew that he was saying it in a different way then other men. "You could stop by the studio sometime, it's been a while since I've had an audience." She nodded and ran her teeth on her bottom lip, wishing he would come more then anything she had wanted in the past few months. She noticed his change in subject and smiled, glad she had replied before he had asked his question. "Well, all kinds. It goes with the mood. When I'm feeling hyper and excited I usually do tap, while when I'm feeling spiritual and emotional I'll do ballet, She answered fondly, glad she could talk about something that she knew, really knew.
Remmy nodded and looked at him through her hair, smiling fondly. She really didn't know what to say to that, shocked that she'd become speechless. She'd always known what to say, even if she was making things up. But here she didn't. She felt anything that she said would just change the moment. But, on the other hand she felt she owed it to him to reply. "Exactly, She repeated him, almost whispering her voice so quiet it was almost breathless. Reaching up, she pulled the pair of bunny ears out of her hair, letting her dark hair fall down. She tossed them to the side and looked back up at him, grinning slightly. Though, she disagreed with his next comment. She always felt she took more time to change herself around when she was along, taking pictures. She didn't want there to be evidence, she supposed. Though, there were a few moments when she was herself, just not around people or a camera. But both of those had been proven lies by James. He had gotten her to be herself and taken pictures. "Sometimes that's true, but with some people they lie even by themselves. They are so worried that people will see the real them."
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