Post by zac on Aug 23, 2009 18:27:34 GMT -5
it's no secret, i know everybody knows
I NEED YOU, I NEED YOU
it's no secret that i'm afraid to be alone
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it had been another normal tuesday for zachary joseph blythe. he got up, dressed himself after getting cleaned up and then went to work. he fixed a couple cars, took the tow truck out to pick up a few and through out the day at certain points he ate some food. when he finally came home the thing that happened to him was something he hadn't expected. it started off as a boring evening. he had some supper, cereal. exciting right? he couldn't be bothered to get himself something that involved actual cooking. he was too lazy and he had to admit, he was tired from work today. the day felt like it dragged on and on. he was looking forward to getting a good nights sleep tonight. there was a problem though, at this current moment he was beginning to wonder that if he did fall asleep if he would actually wake up the next morning. you see after eating his cereal almost two hours ago now he had began to watch some television. he flipped through the channels for a while and landed on an episode of friends. it was an amusing show so he decided to watch it. he also thought that it might be a good idea to log onto im for a bit. maybe have a chat with a friend or two. there was nothing wrong with that. so after finding his laptop he was stretched out on the couch, the tv was still on so he was finally ready to relax for the night.
zach saw the familiar screen name, belle of the ball, seeing that she was online he knew right away that she was someone he wanted to talk to on this fine evening. roseabelle amherst was an interesting girl. they had a bit of a complicated past. the two had met a couple years ago at a summer camp and almost instantly they were attracted to each other. they ended up having a summer fling which had been amazing but belle had to leave early because there had been a death in the family so the two had to go their separate ways. zac hadn't wanted it to end because he knew that he was falling for her but there was nothing he could do. they lived in different places. he probably would never see her again or so he thought. belle ended up moving to hilo, hawaii. when he first saw her he thought that he was dreaming. the chances of them being in the same place were very low. yet it had happened. things between them had been rather awkward for a while but then they slowly began to become friends again and the odd time they'd flirt a bit. time had past since that summer but as they rekindled their friendship he was pretty sure that some of his feelings for her were also resurfacing. he didn't dare mention them though. he also hadn't mentioned his heart problem. she had no idea about that except tonight she was going to find out. the secret was revealing itself.
her finding out was something that he hadn't planned but during their im conversation he had to sign off. the reason being was that he was taking a spell. it had been a while since the last time this had happened but he was scared. he quickly told her that he wasn't feeling good and she asked if he wanted her to come over. he was thankful for her kindness but he felt bad at the same time because seeing him in this way definitely wouldn't be a good memory. he closed his computer, not bothering to shut down or log off. he couldn't because as soon as he got his final message to belle the pains in his chest were becoming worse. his mind was racing as he wasn't sure what to do. the last time this had happened the pain wasn't nearly this horrible. it felt like someone was stabbing him and he felt like he was getting breathless, almost like he had just sprinted a bunch of laps. why was this happening? he had been taking his medicine everyday. he was positive that he hadn't forgotten to take it today. zachary tried to get up off of the couch, he stumbled as he walked. his right hand pressed against the side of his chest that his heart was on. he hoped that putting pressure on it would help but there was no relief. maybe if he tried to take more medicine it would help. as that thought came to mind he remembered that the doctor had given him a certain pill that he was suppose to take if the pain got very bad. very bad was an understatement right now but if he could find the bottle maybe it would help. he tried to look through the medicine cupboard, moving certain bottles out of the way with his free hand but he hoped that roseabelle would arrive soon. he needed her.
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I'M PINNING roseabelle amherst/dana
I AM finished with this post.
GRAMMY GOES TO nevertheless
WE ARE IN zach's house @ 8:30pm
LOOKING relaxed
WORD SAYS a number that exists.
TEMPLATE BY VIOLETTE !? of CAUTION 2.0!
GRAPHIC SKILLS TO me, but there is no skill involved. lmao.
I'VE GOTTA SAY this will be dramatic.